Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Daily hifz class by...

Al-Hafiz/teacher-Ustaz Firdaus Yahya

....alhamdulillah.

Monday-Friday
8am-10.30am
http://www.darulhuffaz.sg/
tel:96365353

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Friday, February 12, 2010

Fence yourself...

I translate it word for word from the malay word-PAGAR DIRI.

I have learnt thru my experiences that we need to protect ourselves always with dua (supplications) and Quranic surahs.Often we have heard that Quranic surah is so powerful that it can also burn /kill the "evil" powers.

Alhamdulillah,there are many personal experiences that can vouch for it.But let me share with you this particular one..

I was with my school' staff one weekend and one of the students are "sick".Not that pysical kinda of sickness e.g cough,flu,fever ....but mainly was possessed by jin. Thus one of Ustaz jumadi students who is my Ustaz (al-Hafiz) students too came by to help out.

AS we go thru the series of interrogations and curing of the patient, sad to say the lady was possessed upteen times,one after another.It seems that the person who send it is adamant to make her go crazy or something allahualam.May God protects us all amin. Anyway, as we tried to change their perception and help them to escape from their "supervisors(jins also have those who guards them from escaping from the clutches of their masters/often called bomoh/black magic praticioner)by being muslims and be in the group of muslims in Mecca /mosques (cos they can move in a blink to these places), we realised that the jins (from interviews)that they tried to enter my Ustad's body too and personally they said they cannot enter and its hot, panas...bakar. At that moment, I was still "empty", I felt scared and that motivates me to polish up my hifz too.

So there u have it-confession from a real genis/jin...Memorizing the quran does protect you but all these comes from Allah swt and we should always be thankful for that.

For me personally, I exercise these surahs daily (asides from hifz).I make it into a routine.When I woke up, before Subuh....I often recite Yasin and Al-Waqiah and 10 surah Al-Baqarah (5 first ayat,surah Kursi (255) and last 3 ayat of Al-Baqarah)for daily dosage of dua.And before I sleep, Al-Mulk and 10 surah Al-Baqarah.Since I have difficulty to remember Ar-Rahman,so whenever I feel LOVE, I read it after prayers.Hoping that Allah s.w.t can give me some of HIS love insya-Allah amin.Mainly these are my daily rituals -so that our daily activities are smooth,protected from harm and abundance of rezki are hoped for.The rest, tawakal and have faith.Stay positive,helps a lot in daily rituals.First thing in ur mind-after being gratitude to Allah s.w.t (after waking up and before sleeping) is to be positive.Keep and open mind and think positively about everything.Insya-Allah ur day will be positive and happy.It also helps to boost that immune system too, if u must know.Cos the powerful source comes from the mind.So free yourself for a better and healthier life,today...start them with your mind...

Take care!
Love...

p.s:There was a time, I was disturbed by a jin.And often this was revealed in my dream..thus it make me to recite the Quranic verses and I saw and felt(in my dream) that the jin is burnt till it died.And it has not been disturbing me eversince.Wallahu alam.

Oh something just popped up in my mind which I need to share before I forget..(off-topic)

The regular daily food intake that was served and cooked by whoever can affect our akhlak too....so do take note of the chef of our food especially by strangers in public restaurants and all that...notice their way of handling the food,the type of people.U can feel it with ur heart.If was-was (in doubt),best to avoid it especially if the person has dubious personality and ensure that it is always HALAL-muslim owned/halal certified.u can go to www.putriberendam.com (halal food) and give her support for she is trying her best to showecase Halal food around the world....

anyway...best is to have homecooked meals....cooked by our loving family or ourselves,where Quranic surah is always uttered everywhere and anywhere...in every single step of preparing the food, hopefully the food is blessed...

REMEMBER:WE ARE INVITED TO HAVE THIS PLEASURE OF MEMORIZING THE QURAN...sodont ever give up.What u feel,the world of hifz members are feeling it too and going thru it...but remember at the end of the road,the rewards are PRICELESS...insya-Allah , May God help us all.amin.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Feel empty..

I had been up and down this roller coaster ride and has never given up on hifz.But this time its different.I did something really bad, I neglect my best fried, the Quran.And I felt empty...inside...like a peanut shell with no nuts.Drained of life quirkyness and vibrantness, felt lifeless...felt empty,no motivations...

I need to summon all the leftovers energy to at least perk myself up then let it be completely lifeless,drained out...I prayed and dua and hope God will accept me back and invite me again to memorize hifz.I did a bad thing.Im wrong.I neglect the most wonderful gift anyone could ever have.Im sorry.Please forgive me, insya-Allah will not do it again...

I need to remove this laziness.And analyse what is it that Im leaning against.Is it my food intake? HAve i been neglecting on its HALAL-ness too?Or it is my eyes, had I been watching too much TV(not really) and so have I been listening to too much music?Hmm, probably...that kinda lul me to its melody and make me wanna engulf in its vibes...

I need to wake up...

What if death is at the door waiting?
What if death is couting down on u?
What if death is just beside u,watching u typing this blog?
But mainly...how do u feel to face God with all that Surahs washed down the drain after years of painstakingly trying to memorise them?Aren't u ashamed?

Im embarassed..I need to buck up.NO I need a slap of REALITY..sometimes u feel challenged by life's trials and tribulations, u feel negative...feeling helpless, not wanting toa sk God for help (Which is very wrong) ....u feel u sre stucked.Thus, always asked GOd for help irregardless how stupid it may seems or ur prayers are just for little things, HE always listen and HE is always near when u need HIM.Alhamdulillah.dear God,tahnk u for awakening me from my deep sleep...

Thank you....

Insya-Allah Im gonna take baby step to restart my engine and not scare myself off cos it may seems that I might need to start all over again but insya-Allah it is possible to tattain previous standards or achieve higher goals...insya-Allah.

Dua for me...my friends as I would for u, friends of hifs,insya-Allah I wanna be part of kekasih Allah...I wanna be Paradise Firdaus dwellers...insya-Allah amin.May God help us all and make it easy for us and keep us on the right track always...amin.

7.19pm 27.1.10