Have u ever felt..

Have u ever felt like giving up just cos...

U are not worth it
.......U dont deserve it

.......U dwell in the luxury of the world
U are the worst of mankind
........U slack so much that u dunno where to start
U felt so alone fighting ur "battles"
........U were left in the lurch by ur loved ones
U had no time
.......U are breathlessly tired

U had no improvement
.......Ur hopes were dashed
U fall and make a fool
.......U fear what others say

U are scared
....U need more motivations
U were squashed like a fly
....U felt like there was no hope
U felt like dying
.....U felt empty
Ur tears are all dried up
.....Ur loved ones left u
U end up failing
.....U get into worse troubles
U create more problems for urself
....U just kept on drowning
U shout but no one can hear ur cries
....U felt numb
U felt devastated

Just pick up ur hands, cupped them up and make a supplication...

He is always there
He is always listening

and He will answer ur prayers...


don't be dishearten....

from the heart...

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A lot has been happening lately.

So much teardrops and sadness thruout these months. Cannot concentrate...

Felt that I dont deserve this. I felt so "kerdil" (tiny) in that far tiny corner of the world, evaporating.

I felt submerged in my sins that kept on accumulating.
I felt my heart is gasping for help...

Suffocating in the desires of the world
...................wanting to find a way out
lost amongst the thorny bushes
Thruout the stony hard rocky path

I kept telling ,yself
I dont deserve this
God, but I do need this
Dont deny me this gift
Dont take it away from me
But show me the light
the right path
the right way

I hope Im not too late
So much for me to learn
To grasp the knowledge
To remember as much
To love as much
But I can only do as much

I cannot bear if I were to lose this
I cannot bear to leave this

Oh God, please help me, ur hamba...
ur servant who is always struggling
to ur right path.....
amin.